surrender

Sometimes I find myself wandering in the weeds of this wasteland.  We'll just say that I've struggled with a lot this year.  A tug of wore on my heart that always seems to feel heavy with all kinds of rips and tears in it.  This past weekend I was reminded that He has a plan, He loves us and we have to surrender to His design.  a daily reminder.  As I was driving alone in the car, the song multiplied came on (music here).  It was the first time I had heard it and tears immediately started streaming down my face.  It is hard to be patient and try to push for your own plan, but reminding myself that it's God's plan.  it all is.  every second of it.  and i needed to surrender it to Him.  not some of it, all of it.

Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us to, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."